Chaos and drama drains my time and energy. It’s exhausting and makes me feel disconnected. It tangles my emotions and plays with my head. This collection depicts the overwhelming shift in energy through patterns as I play with dark and light tones, with a touch of red -because love always pull me back to find my balance.
Emotions that are not acknowledged or expressed tend to create a ball in my gut and eventually emerge as anger. When suppressed feelings refuse to stay down, they erupt as small volcanoes of irritability towards others.
Finding a Connection
One day I will find a friend that allows me to be vulnerable and reveal hurt feelings without judgement or drama to create real lasting connection.
Illusion of control
Overthinking, worrying, obsessing, and controlling are illusions. These are tactics we use on ourselves that give us a sense of power.
They say there are many sides to a story. What you see and what you hear depends on the kind of person you are. Your perception of reality is always slightly skewed depending on where your heart and head stand in that moment.
I have accepted chaos as a fact of life, however I’m not sure my head and heart agree.
I try telling myself that it’s okay to make waves sometimes and risk letting people know how I really feel.